New Order

I have bought a little notebook I like to carry around with me. I think about things a lot, and it's really useful to have. I didn't plan on posting these things, but I have changed my mind.

I was just in the shower, pondering the conversation I plan to have this weekend with Mr. X. I do love and respect the Christian ideals (as I understand them): love, forgiveness, kindness etc... and I found myself telling him I could never truly believe that this organism called Jesus was the son of God. Then, an epiphany materialized before me: We are all the sons and daughters of God. Jesus is special, known, only because the goodness that he was was only possible through divine intervention. He was a martyr for his ideals. All religious figures, philosophers, and famous men of math and science (Newton) are all manifestations of His divine wisdom. Which seems simple enough, because this is so doxatic. But for this to be doxatic, there must be a before time when it was not, which means that there is a specific point that this idea became doxatic, and realizing that transition requires true thought. As I've said before, there's a vast difference between knowing the answer and knowing the path to the answer (I said this in some previous post).

I have always had this idea of this or that being relevant to the world or not. The World cares about physics and mathematics, not about gossip and the stain on the sofa. Symbols are given power by people, and this power is the ability to transform sadness to joy. I feel more and more everyday that I should teach what I know and what I shall know. I am to help with the Good progression of man, to take the energies of sadness and make them joy. I believe Love is the most powerful of forces and that in order to devote my life to love, I must atone for my deeds that have inflicted sadness.

Or maybe I'm just being altruistic.